October 2011
1 post
Because →
I needed to exorcise my demons. So I sang.
September 2011
1 post
1 tag
Overseas Vacations..
Are so good for soul searching. I never realized how important vacations are until I actually take them. Switzerland and Paris were, in short, eye opening. 2 weeks of being in a completely different place away from everything, the day to day life, the people I’m used to, the work, was just what I needed. I watched and observed really closely who my parents are, how they interacted, how...
June 2011
1 post
Quote
There are those among us who are blessed with the power to save what is loved by another, but powerless to use this blessing for love themselves.
May 2011
2 posts
Why do people shit talk so much?
More thoughts on this later.
To Do Out of Who I am.
Need to figure out what that means.
January 2011
2 posts
Being myself.
Being myself is something that I have struggled with for the longest time. There was a sermon at church that talks about how a lot of times people ask what they should do - whether to pursue this job, to go here, there, etc- but then the speaker goes.. instead of doing that, we should focus on who God created us to be. Sounds so simple, but so difficult to do. At work, for example, the...
AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
sometimes it feels good to just scream.
December 2010
3 posts
Walked into the wrong class
At 24 hour fitness today thinking that it was Zumba. Nope. Half an hour later…. Learned that of all classes, it was the 24 Tease. Yes. I learned stripper moves. Hilarioussss. Best. Class. Ever.
Impatient
I need a community. I miss UCLA.
Song(s) of the moment
Marry You- Bruno Mars The way you are- Bruno Mars Ok maybe just man of the hour- Bruno Mars. Because his songs in Glee gave me the warm fuzzies. Both of them. <3
November 2010
1 post
Recent and Upcoming
Adventures. That is. Recent: Ellen Degeneres show featuring Nelly and Diane Keaton Peruvian food Trunk or Treat Rollerskating Queen Mary fancy dinner Upcoming: East West Player Play Garage Sale MOVIES MOVIES MOVIES: Morning Glory, Eat Pray Love And a date.
September 2010
1 post
Taking a step.
If you remember from my most recent post, I was basically itching to do… something to make the world a better place. Finally decided a few weeks ago to take a small step and join a friend of mine in helping to build a safe house in the Philippines for human trafficking victims that have been rescued. It’ll be a place where girls can start build positive image of themselves, for them...
August 2010
1 post
Maybe
I belong somewhere else. ———————————— edit: Let me explain. Within the next few weeks, two of my good friends are moving to Washington DC. One I expected since a while ago, the other took me by surprise and almost made me cry when I heard about it. My friend from Sacramento has just come to visit and left again. She...
June 2010
1 post
My dad god baptized today
After about 60 years of his life not knowing God. The impossible can happen you know, keep praying =)
May 2010
1 post
Break down.
Everything is catching up to me again.
April 2010
7 posts
Sh-boom. If i could spend my whole life lovin'...
Oh, life could be a dream (sh-boom)
If I could take you up in paradise up above (sh-boom) If you would tell me I’m the only one that you love Life could be a dream sweetheart (Hello hello again, sh-boom and hopin’ we’ll meet again) Oh, life could be a dream (sh-boom) If only all my precious plans would come true (sh-boom) If you would let me spend my whole life...
I'm scared/excited
Because greater things are still to be done here.
Grad School in the East Coast.
New York or Boston. Maybe =)
He loves her
More than she will ever know. She’s thankful More than he will ever know.
Passages
Hosea 2 Amos 5:9 The book of Jeremiah Isaiah 43. God what does this all mean?
Crazy Love →
Listen.
Let Go.
Kicking and screaming I will.
I think I know what to do.
Done.
March 2010
8 posts
I am so
grateful.
hi.
I just wanted to say Good night and I miss you. But I am learning a lot. I hope you are too.
I love Catalina.
Things have been really hectic and I’ve been pushed a lot lately - either it be out of my comfort zone or to give up things I really don’t want to give up. Super tired and drained. But went to Catalina and took a nap on the beach. I really needed that. Such a cute city. Thanks Boosh. =)
Am i making the right decision?
If it’s meant to be then it will be.
High School Haiku
Talked about climbing the ladder and chasing goals today. Asked a question: until when do I need to do this? When will I know that I have arrived? You’ll never arrive, my friend says. You should always look for something bigger and better. I was struggling with this concept for the longest time and couldn’t pinpoint why. I wanted to continue to discuss it but I couldn’t...
Right God?
Haven’t posted in a while. But Needed an outlet to say that life is worse than a roller coaster And yet I am still trying to believe that God will take care of everything. Right God?
December 2009
1 post
Graduated.
Today is the first day of the rest of my life.
November 2009
2 posts
October 2009
3 posts
How does this still exist? Interracial couple... →
Get your facts straight, haters.
Most perceptions are based on ignorance.
LeimanWhoChangesLives
LeimanWhoChangesLives moved to Bakersfield to start his new job today. Good luck bro, may you continue to change others’ lives for the better. =)
September 2009
5 posts
My New Job
I started a new job today at Edison - under the leadership of a new manager and under a different division. Moved because there is a better chance of getting a full time job at that division than if I stayed at my old one. So totally cried when I found out that I’m going to be moved because I was going to miss everyone SO much from my division… totally grew up there and it felt like...
“The church doesn’t exist to serve you. You exist to serve the church.”
– My cousin.
Taking the Dare.
On the last post, I expressed that I’ve been realizing it’s nice to have people around who you can count on and so on, and kinda sorta decided to take a dare a friend of mine set for me earlier this summer (Oh yea, during this one campfire session on the last day of my Christian fellowship camp, we all sat around and did a truth or dare Christian style, which means pretty much like the...
Icebergme.
It’s been really hard for me lately to write down my thoughts in this blog or talk it out to people, and I’m not quite sure for what reason. A few nights ago I couldn’t sleep because it was super hot and I was awaiting the long awaited retreat- so my mind wondered about things like the future (the 2500 characteristics I want in the boyfriend, who the bridesmaids are, san diego...
Caring too much
should be a sin.
Turning 22
is a beautiful thing. Thank you for remembering =)
August 2009
3 posts
Newsong NOC/Harvest
I went to church today. I haven’t been in community worshipping with other people in years now (with the exception of summer con). So I freaked the hell out before entering the church… Will I be shunned? Will this lead to drama later on down the road? Not to mention that I didn’t really know anyone there at all, with the exception of one person. The message: was about grief...
Bottling things up
is not good because sooner or later you know it all falls apart and you find yourself in the pool of your own tears.
July 2009
17 posts
“Christianity is not about sets of values, the way of living, or sets of beliefs,...”
– My landlord. Talk to me if you want to ponder more about this together.
A letter from an affectionate Uncle - on God's...
Dear Wormwood, To anticipate the Enemy’s strategy, we must consider His aims. The Enemy wants to birng the man to a state of mind in which he could design the best cathedral in the world, and know it to be the best, and rejoice in the fact, without being anymore or less or otherwise glad at having it done he would be if it had been done by another. The Enemy wants him, in the end, to be...
I want to trust God again.
There is a difference between believing in God and trusting in Him. There used to be a point in my life where I could honestly say that in faith I would’ve done anything He told me to do, when His voice mattered the most, when my heart so freely loved Him and other people without reservations. But of course with every journey to get closer to Him there will always be oppositions that makes...
I am officially a fat ass.
JUST Today. Dinner #1: At mentorship event- rice& pad see you. Dinner #2: Mc Donald’s dollar nuggets and fries Dinner #3: Fried Rice given by my landlord. Dinner #4: Life Plaza outing- friend calamari & soup. Title explained?
Anyone want to go with me? →
You don’t have to go all three days. I probably won’t. Let me know via gchat or e-mail. The music’s gonna be so phenomenal.