I want to trust God again.
There is a difference between believing in God and trusting in Him.
There used to be a point in my life where I could honestly say that in faith I would’ve done anything He told me to do, when His voice mattered the most, when my heart so freely loved Him and other people without reservations. But of course with every journey to get closer to Him there will always be oppositions that makes you jaded or doubt or just angry.
I think I need Him to open me up again.